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~JacyLansangLane:iconJacyLansangLane:

Jacy Lane [pen name. RAWR.]  
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Boredom...

Journal Entry: Sat Jul 19, 2008, 1:09 AM
I took this from ~13Unlucky13 :heart:

A N S W E R - T R U T H F U L L Y

1. Do you like anyone?: yes. ^^
2. Do they know it? :nod:
3. Simple or complicated? complexly simple

IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U

4. Had sex: OH HELLL NO! XD Straight-Edge! TRUE TIL DEATH! ... THUG LIFE! *imitates Matt* XD
5. Bought something: uh... no. XD
6. Gotten sick?: lalalala. nope. cuz I'm a ninja. ^^
7. Been hugged?: sadly... no. =( NANCY! D: I'm having an emo moment!!! [lol]
8. Felt stupid?: *thinks* um... no. ^^;
9. Talked to an ex: nope
10. Missed someone: yeah
11. Failed a test: nope
13. Danced: yesh! XD
14. Gotten your hair cut?: nope. I NEED ONE! D:
15. Lied: :paranoid: I HAVE THE RIGHT TO REMAIN SILENT!

U N I Q U E

16. Nervous habits?: um... *thinks* I cross my arms, play with my hands, look down
17. Are you double jointed?: OH LAWD! THANK GOD NO! *glares at Dane* Freak. XD
18. Can you roll your tongue?: yes! ^^
19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: I can only do it with one of my eyebrows... the other one is retarded. *attempts it* eh... I failed...
20. Can you cross your eyes?: yesh. even a one eyed man can do it! lmao. XD ASHLEH! D:
21. Do you make your bed daily?: haha. what's there to make? I sleep on a mattress with one blanket XD
22. Do you think you are unique?: no. not really.

H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S

23. Said "I Love you": many times. ^^
24. Given money to a homeless person: no D: I've always wanted to take them to McDonalds but my parents are all like... THEY'LL RAPE YOU! D:
25. Smoked?: Again... STRAIGHT-EDGE!
26. Waited all night for a phone call?: omg. yeah. XD NO! I'm not doing that ever again!
27. Snuck out?: eh... yeah. x3 I wanted to go on a photographic adventure... and instead... I ended up sleeping in the middle of a field. XD
28. Sat and looked at the stars?: yep. one of my fave activities. ^^ [especially at a semi-private beach]

M A N N E R S

29. Do you swear/curse?: depends who I'm talkin' to.
30. Do you ever spit?: yucky. nonono.
31. You cook your own food?: Yeah. ^^
32. You do your own chores?: chores? x3 heh heh. not really...
33. You like beef jerky?: yucky! I don't like how it smells. >.<
35. You're happy with your life?: uh... yes and no. My life is 2 total extremes. XD
36. You own a dog?: I have 4 [6 technically]
37. You spend your money wisely?: I don't spend my money. XD
38. Do you like to swim?: I used to... but then I realized... I come close to drowning to often. XD
39. When you get bored do you call a friend: yeah.

D O - Y O U - P R E F E R'S

41. Flowers or angels?: mm... angels. ^^
42. Gray or black?: eh... let's just go for the absence of all colors due to light not bouncing back. heh heh. I MISS MY SCIENCE TEACHER! D:
43. Color or black and white photos?: uh... no. I'm not answering.
44. Lust or love?: love....lust is pointless and destroys rather than saves <-- aww... ^^ I luffs this guy. I agree totally.
45. Sunrise or sunset?: I love them both so much...
46. M&Ms or Skittles?: Skittles! 8D Geez! Who DOESN'T want to taste the rainbow? Curse you people who are discriminatory against some of the colors! Just eat them! D:<
48. Staying up late or waking up early?: uh.. seeing as how I wake up extremely early and go to bed late...
49. Being hot or cold?: I would prefer cold only because it's perfect for snuggling and hot cocoa. ^^ Otherwise... crank the heater to 99! 8D
50. Winter or Fall?: fall. it's not as cold. x3
51. Left or right?: hmm... right
52. Having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends?: uh... Ashley and Nancy! 8D
53. Sunshine or rain?: it depends on my mood! If I'm in a good mood... rain! Because I like to run around and dance and frolic in the rain and when I'm in a bad mood... sunny to cheer me up. ^^

more have you evers;; <- OH NOEZ! D:

Sleep in a bed of the opposite sex?: yeah. don't worry! nothing bad! D: It was a sleep over with my cousins
Hooked up in the woods?: lmao. "They did it in the forest?!" hahaha. omg... I miss George.
Drank a bottle of alcohol by yourself?: STRAIGHT-EDGE! D:<
Hooked up in the shower?: lol nah...too wet <- haha. XD what he said
Been Dumped?: nope. ^^
Stolen money from a friend?: uh... yesh... but I gave it back. XD
Slept naked?: yea of course im by myself lol <- O.O no comment. lmao. [I'm such a jerk. XD]
Been in a fist fight?: yesh!!! ALL THE TIME! 8D I always lose though and then get scolded like this... "WHAT ARE YOU DOIN' WOMAN?! YOU ARE ON TIME OUT!" lmao. gosh... I love Paul.
Snuck out of your house?: mhm
Had a crush on a teacher?: OH HELLLL NO! XD
Seen someone die?: yep. I watched my grandpa die. I remember it so vividly too. ^^;
Been on an airplane? yea
Slept all day?: OH HELL YEAH!
Missed someone so much it hurt?: *sighs* yeah.. it sucks to be led on. -.-
Fallen asleep during school? yeah. ^^;
Been lonely?: yesh. that's when I go to sleep. XD
Cheated in a game?: hahaha. XD the hoola hoop race. LMAO. oh wow.
Been to the ER?: thank god no!
Been in a car accident?: nope ^^
Had detention?: yeah! D:< Frikking AGH! D:< I didn't know and... AGH!!!
Missed your first love?: *nods* of course
Cried yourself to sleep?: mhm.
Sung in the shower?: UHUH. WASHIN MY HAIR. UHUH. LIKE I JUST DON'T CARE. hahaha.
Kissed a complete stranger?: yesh... or more of a complete stranger has kissed me. XD
Laughed so hard you cried?: yep
Cheated on a bf/gf?: no. D:
Regretted hurting someone?: yeah. I always do.
Regretted loving someone?: *shakes head* not at all. I will never regret loving someone. I'll always love them... even if they hate me.
Been SUPER happy?: a couple times in life. Example... Tuesday around 4:06.P.M. :heart:

  • Mood: Attraction
  • Listening to: Pieces - RED
  • Reading: Great Tales of Terror and the Supernatural
  • Drinking: Water

Hey guys. I might not have a home soon. =(

Journal Entry: Sat Jul 12, 2008, 10:36 PM
um... so... my parents are still fighting and they're both like...
I'M TAKING JACY!

so.... yeah... uh... fuck?

but seriously guys it's shitty. I love my mom and my dad and I don't want to have to choose and I can't even choose to stay at my g-ma's cuz my mom might end up living their if she can't pay the house.

Here's the scenario:
If dad leaves mom -> dad doesn't help pay for the house anymore -> mom owns a small business -> mom already has trouble paying for my education -> mom will become homeless if dad doesn't help pay -> Jacy will be who knows where -> mom will probably die if I'm not with her [which is probably the case]

*sighs*
sad part... I'm not exaggerating any of it. -.-

yepyep.
So I'd appreciate if the stupid people, who like to just ruin my attempts to be happy, just leave me alone for awhile. I'm so stressed... like way beyond that. So now you guys have a reason to leave me alone. Happeh?
There's a few other shit stuff too going on... but I'm not gonna talk about it cuz it's not an important factor.

But on a brighter note... I've made some really nice friends with a few people and I got to talk to a really amazing guy on the phone. XDDD That cheered me up a lot. [and he's calling me tmrw. I can't wait!!! ^^ hooray! :date:] And my cousins, who I've never met before, are coming here... from the Philippines and then... RAOUL IS COMING! 8D So yeah... I've got a few distractions. ^^

  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: Inside the Fire - Disturbed
  • Drinking: Moutain Dew

Happy late 4th! 8D fun fun [ashley should read]

Journal Entry: Sat Jul 5, 2008, 9:41 PM
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HOLY! the 4th was AWESOME!
I went to the Hyatt hotel down in San Diego with my uncle, aunt, parentals, and 3 of my cousins... anyway... it was death at first cuz there were SOOOO many smokers and I wanted to kick them all in the teef and say "I'M SAVING YOUR LIFE!!! D:<"

but I didn't... anyway! We walked out to this HUGE, CROWDED park and my cousins and I watched these lil kids play with these awesome lightsabers. XD And one of 'em was freaking out when the other "stabbed" him. It was hillarious... so I started narrating his life. XD He was a fun kid to narrate. Anyway... um... this group of people started screaming before the fireworks started... like 15 minutes before... so I went over and started screaming with them. XD And I screamed the loudest so they were all in shock that I joined in and that I was loudest so they shut up. XD and then the fireworks started and I took a video of that... I narrated it. XD It was fun. Everyone started going "Oo... ah!!" So I started doing it too. XD And then I was freaking out cuz it was like have a heartattack. XD

Anyway... we walked back to the hotel and I got mauled by some jerks. >.> I was pretty pissed about that... but oh well! We got back to the hotel room and soon after my dad's like... Let's go for a walk! 8D And it's like... 11P.M. And I'm like.. sure, why not?
So he gave me a tour of downtown San Diego and we walked by some clubs or whatever and there was an IRISH pub and I yet again... got mauled. XD and I dropped my cell phone and ended up getting dragged into the pub. XD Everyone was like dancing and there was this AWESOME BAND! I wanted to stay so badly but yeah... I had to leave after awhile cuz I would've gotten caught. o.o So yeah... I really like downtown San Diego. It's a nice place. ^^

And today... was omg... whole nother story. XD

anyway... I hope ya'll had a good one too! ^^

  • Mood: Attraction
  • Listening to: Thnks fr th Mmrs - Fall Out Boy
  • Playing: nuffin
  • Drinking: out of a Sunkist [Liter] bottle

I LOVE MY FRIENDS. XD [funny pics]

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 2, 2008, 7:48 PM
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I LOVE MY FRIENDS.
CLASS OF 2009!!!
GREATEST CLASS EVER!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
[I miss them all... I haven't seen them all in so long cuz I'm recluse during the summer. =[ And I will be leaving you all when July 31st comes because I will be with Raoul ^^ HELL YEAH!]


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  • Mood: Cheerful
  • Listening to: Poptart commercial. ^^
  • Reading: stuff
  • Playing: nothing. D:
  • Drinking: Coca Cola

LIVE NOW

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 1, 2008, 4:50 PM
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Hey guys. =]
I'm live now. So listen to Cage Rattle with me. XD Maybe eat some bagels with meh. ^^

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  • Mood: Cheerful
  • Listening to: What If I Were You - Janus
  • Reading: some IMs
  • Playing: Spideyman 2
  • Drinking: out of a Sunkist [Liter] bottle